InnocentDominatrix

I've been wasting away before my very eyes, and I just don't know how to stop it...I just don't care enough to stop it. It's going to kill me eventually, but I think I am okay with that.

Hello, I just want to thank you for your concerns. I used to be 5'5 and 155lbs and I was actually happy with myself. Then something happened, and...now nothing is good enough. I see other girls who are heavier than me and I think "I wish...I wish I could look like that, I wish I could be that happy." But all I see when I look at myself is flaw after flaw after flaw.

I cannot fix it, I cannot change it, I am stuck in this body that will never be able to conform to what I want it to be, and there is nothing I can do about it. I appreciate the concern but please don't waste it on me. It is too late for me, I've been struggling with this for over two years now and I'm just getting worse.

If you want to help me then please, find the girls who look at me and say, "This is what I want to be" and tell them, "NO, this is disgusting, this is hell." Stop them before its too late, if you could do that, then I would be extremely thankful.

Current Residence: Tallahasee
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
Favourite style of art: Pretty and skinny
Shell of choice: Chocolate
Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint
Personal Quote: No, I will NOT eat your pie!